第 12 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2022-06-19 10:08      字数:9322
  〃Come now; own up;〃 he persisted。  〃He looked like a ninny; that
  creature!  It would be funny; so funny!  Good old Souris!  Come; come;
  dearie; you do not mind telling me; me; of all people。〃
  He insisted on the 〃me〃 thinking that if she had wished to deceive Souris
  she would have chosen him; and he was trembling in anticipation of her
  avowal; sure that if she had not been a virtuous woman she would have
  encouraged his own attentions。
  But she did not answer; laughing still; as at the recollection of
  something exceedingly comical。
  Leuillet; in his turn began to laugh; thinking he might have been the
  lucky man; and he muttered amid his mirth: 〃That poor Souris; that poor
  Souris; oh; yes; he looked like a fool!〃
  Mme。 Leuillet was almost in spasms of laughter。
  〃Come; confess; be frank。  You know I will not mind。〃
  Then she stammered out; almost choking with laughter: 〃Yes; yes。〃
  〃Yes; what?〃 insisted her husband。  〃Come; tell all。〃
  She was quieter now and putting her mouth to her husband's ear; she
  whispered: 〃Yes; I did deceive him。〃
  He felt a chill run down his back and to his very bones; and he stammered
  out; dumfounded: 〃Youyoudeceived himcriminally?〃
  She still thought he was amused and replied: 〃Yesyes; absolutely。〃
  He was obliged to sit up to recover his breath; he was so shocked and
  upset at what he had heard。
  She had become serious; understanding too late what she had done。
  〃With whom?〃 said Leuillet at length。
  She was silent seeking some excuse。
  〃A young man;〃 she replied at length。
  He turned suddenly toward her and said drily:
  〃I did not suppose it was the cook。  I want to know what young man; do
  you hear?〃
  She did not answer。
  He snatched the covers from her face; repeating:
  〃I want to know what young man; do you hear?〃
  Then she said sorrowfully: 〃I was only in fun。〃  But he was trembling
  with rage。  〃What?  How?  You were only in fun?  You were making fun of
  me; then?  But I am not satisfied; do you hear?  I want the name of the
  young man!〃
  She did not reply; but lay there motionless。
  He took her by the arm and squeezed it; saying: 〃Do you understand me;
  finally?  I wish you to reply when I speak to you。〃
  〃I think you are going crazy;〃 she said nervously; 〃let me alone!〃
  He was wild with rage; not knowing what to say; exasperated; and he shook
  her with all his might; repeating:
  〃Do you hear me; do you hear me?〃
  She made an abrupt effort to disengage herself and the tips of her
  fingers touched her husband's nose。  He was furious; thinking she had
  tried to hit him; and he sprang upon her holding her down; and boxing her
  ears with all his might; he cried: 〃Take that; and that; there; there;
  wretch!〃
  When he was out of breath and exhausted; he rose and went toward the
  dressing table to prepare a glass of eau sucree with orange flower; for
  he felt as if he should faint。
  She was weeping in bed; sobbing bitterly; for she felt as if her
  happiness was over; through her own fault。
  Then; amidst her tears; she stammered out:
  〃Listen; Antoine; come here; I told you a lie; you will understand;
  listen。〃
  And prepared to defend herself now; armed with excuses and artifice; she
  raised her disheveled head with its nightcap all awry。
  Turning toward her; he approached; ashamed of having struck her; but
  feeling in the bottom of his heart as a husband; a relentless hatred
  toward this woman who had deceived the former husband; Souris。
  MY UNCLE JULES
  A white…haired old man begged us for alms。  My companion; Joseph
  Davranche; gave him five francs。  Noticing my surprised look; he said:
  〃That poor unfortunate reminds me of a story which I shall tell you; the
  memory of which continually pursues me。  Here it is:
  〃My family; which came originally from Havre; was not rich。  We just
  managed to make both ends meet。  My father worked hard; came home late
  from the office; and earned very little。  I had two sisters。
  〃My mother suffered a good deal from our reduced circumstances; and she
  often had harsh words for her husband; veiled and sly reproaches。  The
  poor man then made a gesture which used to distress me。  He would pass
  his open hand over his forehead; as if to wipe away perspiration which
  did not exist; and he would answer nothing。  I felt his helpless
  suffering。  We economized on everything; and never would accept an
  invitation to dinner; so as not to have to return the courtesy。  All our
  provisions were bought at bargain sales。  My sisters made their own
  gowns; and long discussions would arise on the price of a piece of braid
  worth fifteen centimes a yard。  Our meals usually consisted cf soup and
  beef; prepared with every kind of sauce。
  They say it is wholesome and nourishing; but I should have preferred a
  change。
  〃I used to go through terrible scenes on account of lost buttons and torn
  trousers。
  〃Every Sunday; dressed in our best; we would take our walk along the
  breakwater。  My father; in a frock coat; high hat and kid gloves; would
  offer his arm to my mother; decked out and beribboned like a ship on a
  holiday。  My sisters; who were always ready first; would await the signal
  for leaving; but at the last minute some one always found a spot on my
  father's frock coat; and it had to be wiped away quickly with a rag
  moistened with benzine。
  〃My father; in his shirt sleeves; his silk hat on his head; would await
  the completion of the operation; while my mother; putting on her
  spectacles; and taking off her gloves in order not to spoil them; would
  make haste。
  〃Then we set out ceremoniously。  My sisters marched on ahead; arm in arm。
  They were of marriageable age and had to be displayed。  I walked on the
  left of my mother and my father on her right。  I remember the pompous air
  of my poor parents in these Sunday walks; their stern expression; their
  stiff walk。  They moved slowly; with a serious expression; their bodies
  straight; their legs stiff; as if something of extreme importance
  depended upon their appearance。
  〃Every Sunday; when the big steamers were returning from unknown and
  distant countries; my father would invariably utter the same words:
  〃'What a surprise it would be if Jules were on that one!  Eh?'
  〃My Uncle Jules; my father's brother; was the only hope of the family;
  after being its only fear。  I had heard about him since childhood; and it
  seemed to me that I should recognize him immediately; knowing as much
  about him as I did。  I knew every detail of his life up to the day of his
  departure for America; although this period of his life was spoken of
  only in hushed tones。
  〃It seems that he had led a bad life; that is to say; he had squandered a
  little money; which action; in a poor family; is one of the greatest
  crimes。  With rich people a man who amuses himself only sows his wild
  oats。  He is what is generally called a sport。  But among needy families
  a boy who forces his parents to break into the capital becomes a good…
  for…nothing; a rascal; a scamp。  And this distinction is just; although
  the action be the same; for consequences alone determine the seriousness
  of the act。
  〃Well; Uncle Jules had visibly diminished the inheritance on which my
  father had counted; after he had swallowed his own to the last penny。
  Then; according to the custom of the times; he had been shipped off to
  America on a freighter going from Havre to New York。
  〃Once there; my uncle began to sell something or other; and he soon wrote
  that he was making a little money and that he soon hoped to be able to
  indemnify my father for the harm he had done him。  This letter caused a
  profound emotion in the family。  Jules; who up to that time had not been
  worth his salt; suddenly became a good man; a kind…hearted fellow; true
  and honest like all the Davranches。
  〃One of the captains told us that he had rented a large shop and was
  doing an important business。
  〃Two years later a second letter came; saying: 'My dear Philippe; I am
  writing to tell you not to worry about my health; which is excellent。
  Business is good。  I leave to…morrow for a long trip to South America。
  I may be away for several years without sending you any news。  If I
  shouldn't write; don't worry。  When my fortune is made I shall return to
  Havre。  I hope that it will not be too long and that we shall all live
  happily together 。  。  。  。'
  〃This letter became the gospel of the family。  It was read on the
  slightest provocation; and it was shown to everybody。
  〃For ten years nothing was heard from Uncle Jules; but as time went on my
  father's hope grew; and my mother; also; often said:
  〃'When that good Jules is here; our position will be different。  There is
  one who knew how to get along!'
  〃And every Sunday; while watching the big steamers approaching from the
  horizon; pouring out a stream of smoke; my father would repeat his
  eternal question:
  〃'What a surprise it would be if Jules were on that one!  Eh?'
  〃We almost expected to see him waving his handkerchief and crying:
  〃'Hey!  Philippe!'
  〃Thousands of schemes had been planned on the strength of this expected
  return; we were even to buy a little house with my uncle's money
  a little place in the country near