第 83 节
作者:你妹找1      更新:2022-06-15 12:57      字数:9322
  and he has merely succeeded in finding them。  But he has made
  my duty rather a difficult one。  Still; it was my duty; for I
  very greatly wronged him。  Perhaps; however; I have done
  enough for honour's sake。  I would have humiliated myself by
  an apology if I had found him in any other situation; but; of
  course; one can't he expected to take MUCH trouble when he is
  seen going on like that!'
  The coolness with which she began her remarks had developed
  into something like warmth as she concluded。
  'He is only dancing with a lady he probably knows very well。'
  'He doesn't know her!  The idea of his dancing with a woman of
  that description!  We will go away tomorrow。  This place has
  been greatly over…praised。'
  'The place is well enough; as far as I can see。'
  'He is carrying out his programme to the letter。  He plunges
  into excitement in the most reckless manner; and I tremble for
  the consequences!  I can do no more:  I have humiliated myself
  into following him; believing that in giving too ready
  credence to appearances I had been narrow and inhuman; and had
  caused him much misery。  But he does not mind; and he has no
  misery; he seems just as well as ever。  How much this finding
  him has cost me!  After all; I did not deceive him。  He must
  have acquired a natural aversion for me。  I have allowed
  myself to be interested in a man of very common qualities; and
  am now bitterly alive to the shame of having sought him out。
  I heartily detest him!  I will go backaunt; you are rightI
  had no business to come。 。 。 。  His light conduct has rendered
  him uninteresting to me!'
  III。
  When she rose the next morning the bell was clanging for the
  second breakfast; and people were pouring in from the beach in
  every variety of attire。  Paula; whom a restless night had
  left with a headache; which; however; she said nothing about;
  was reluctant to emerge from the seclusion of her chamber;
  till her aunt; discovering what was the matter with her;
  suggested that a few minutes in the open air would refresh
  her; and they went downstairs into the hotel gardens。
  The clatter of the big breakfast within was audible from this
  spot; and the noise seemed suddenly to inspirit Paula; who
  proposed to enter。  Her aunt assented。  In the verandah under
  which they passed was a rustic hat…stand in the form of a
  tree; upon which hats and other body…gear hung like bunches of
  fruit。  Paula's eye fell upon a felt hat to which a small
  block…book was attached by a string。  She knew that hat and
  block…book well; and turning to Mrs。 Goodman said; 'After all;
  I don't want the breakfast they are having:  let us order one
  of our own as usual。  And we'll have it here。'
  She led on to where some little tables were placed under the
  tall shrubs; followed by her aunt; who was in turn followed by
  the proprietress of the hotel; that lady having discovered
  from the French maid that there was good reason for paying
  these ladies ample personal attention。
  'Is the gentleman to whom that sketch…book belongs staying
  here?' Paula carelessly inquired; as she indicated the object
  on the hat…stand。
  'Ah; no!' deplored the proprietress。  'The Hotel was full when
  Mr。 Somerset came。  He stays at a cottage beyond the Rue
  Anicet Bourgeois:  he only has his meals here。'
  Paula had taken her seat under the fuchsia…trees in such a
  manner that she could observe all the exits from the salle a
  manger; but for the present none of the breakfasters emerged;
  the only moving objects on the scene being the waitresses who
  ran hither and thither across the court; the cook's assistants
  with baskets of long bread; and the laundresses with baskets
  of sun…bleached linen。  Further back towards the inn…yard;
  stablemen were putting in the horses for starting the flys and
  coaches to Les Ifs; the nearest railway…station。
  'Suppose the Somersets should be going off by one of these
  conveyances;' said Mrs。 Goodman as she sipped her tea。
  'Well; aunt; then they must;' replied the younger lady with
  composure。
  Nevertheless she looked with some misgiving at the nearest
  stableman as he led out four white horses; harnessed them; and
  leisurely brought a brush with which he began blacking their
  yellow hoofs。  All the vehicles were ready at the door by the
  time breakfast was over; and the inmates soon turned out; some
  to mount the omnibuses and carriages; some to ramble on the
  adjacent beach; some to climb the verdant slopes; and some to
  make for the cliffs that shut in the vale。  The fuchsia…trees
  which sheltered Paula's breakfast…table from the blaze of the
  sun; also screened it from the eyes of the outpouring company;
  and she sat on with her aunt in perfect comfort; till among
  the last of the stream came Somerset and his father。  Paula
  reddened at being so near the former at last。  It was with
  sensible relief that she observed them turn towards the cliffs
  and not to the carriages; and thus signify that they were not
  going off that day。
  Neither of the two saw the ladies; and when the latter had
  finished their tea and coffee they followed to the shore;
  where they sat for nearly an hour; reading and watching the
  bathers。 At length footsteps crunched among the pebbles in
  their vicinity; and looking out from her sunshade Paula saw
  the two Somersets close at hand。
  The elder recognized her; and the younger; observing his
  father's action of courtesy; turned his head。  It was a
  revelation to Paula; for she was shocked to see that he
  appeared worn and ill。  The expression of his face changed at
  sight of her; increasing its shade of paleness; but he
  immediately withdrew his eyes and passed by。
  Somerset was as much surprised at encountering her thus as she
  had been distressed to see him。  As soon as they were out of
  hearing; he asked his father quietly; 'What strange thing is
  this; that Lady De Stancy should be here and her husband not
  with her?  Did she bow to me; or to you?'
  'Lady De Stancythat young lady?' asked the puzzled painter。
  He proceeded to explain all he knew; that she was a young lady
  he had met on his journey at two or three different times;
  moreover; that if she were his son's clientthe woman who was
  to have become Lady De Stancyshe was Miss Power still; for
  he had seen in some newspaper two days before leaving England
  that the wedding had been postponed on account of her illness。
  Somerset was so greatly moved that he could hardly speak
  connectedly to his father as they paced on together。  'But she
  is not ill; as far as I can see;' he said。  'The wedding
  postponed?You are sure the word was postponed?Was it
  broken off?'
  'No; it was postponed。  I meant to have told you before;
  knowing you would be interested as the castle architect; but
  it slipped my memory in the bustle of arriving。'
  'I am not the castle architect。'
  'The devil you are notwhat are you then?'
  'Well; I am not that。'
  Somerset the elder; though not of penetrating nature; began to
  see that here lay an emotional complication of some sort; and
  reserved further inquiry till a more convenient occasion。
  They had reached the end of the level beach where the cliff
  began to rise; and as this impediment naturally stopped their
  walk they retraced their steps。  On again nearing the spot
  where Paula and her aunt were sitting; the painter would have
  deviated to the hotel; but as his son persisted in going
  straight on; in due course they were opposite the ladies
  again。  By this time Miss Power; who had appeared anxious
  during their absence; regained her self…control。  Going
  towards her old lover she said; with a smile; 'I have been
  looking for you!'
  'Why have you been doing that?' said Somerset; in a voice
  which he failed to keep as steady as he could wish。
  'BecauseI want some architect to continue the restoration。
  Do you withdraw your resignation?'
  Somerset appeared unable to decide for a few instants。  'Yes;'
  he then answered。
  For the moment they had ignored the presence of the painter
  and Mrs。 Goodman; but Somerset now made them known to one
  another; and there was friendly intercourse all round。
  'When will you be able to resume operations at the castle?'
  she asked; as soon as she could again speak directly to
  Somerset。
  'As soon as I can get back。  Of course I only resume it at
  your special request。'
  'Of course。'  To one who had known all the circumstances it
  would have seemed a thousand pities that; after again getting
  face to face with him; she did not explain; without delay; the
  whole mischief that had separated them。  But she did not do
  itperhaps from the inherent awkwardness of such a topic at
  this idle time。  She confined herself simply to the above…
  mentioned business…like request; and when the party had walked
  a few steps together they separated; with mutual promises to
  meet again。
  'I hope you have explained your mistake to him; and how it
  arose; and everything?' said her aunt when they were alone。
  'No; I did not。'
  'What; not explain after all?' said her amazed relative。
  'I decided to put it off。'
  'Then I think you decided very wrongly。  Poor young man; he
  looked so ill!'
  'Did you; too; think he looked ill?  But he danced last night。
  Why did he dance?'  She turn