第 42 节
作者:你妹找1      更新:2022-06-15 12:54      字数:9322
  rhetoric equalled its force on that more romantic occasion:
  but Paula was not there。  She was not a frequent attendant now
  at her father's votive building。  The mysterious tank; whose
  dark waters had so repelled her at the last moment; was
  boarded over:  a table stood on its centre; with an open
  quarto Bible upon it; behind which Havill; in a new suit of
  black; sat in a large chair。  Havill held the office of
  deacon:  and he had mechanically taken the deacon's seat as
  usual to…night; in the face of the congregation; and under the
  nose of Mr。 Woodwell。
  Mr。 Woodwell was always glad of an opportunity。  He was gifted
  with a burning natural eloquence; which; though perhaps a
  little too freely employed in exciting the 'Wertherism of the
  uncultivated;' had in it genuine power。  He was a master of
  that oratory which no limitation of knowledge can repress; and
  which no training can impart。  The neighbouring rector could
  eclipse Woodwell's scholarship; and the freethinker at the
  corner shop in Markton could demolish his logic; but the
  Baptist could do in five minutes what neither of these had
  done in a lifetime; he could move some of the hardest of men
  to tears。
  Thus it happened that; when the sermon was fairly under way;
  Havill began to feel himself in a trying position。  It was not
  that he had bestowed much affection upon his deceased wife;
  irreproachable woman as she had been; but the suddenness of
  her death had shaken his nerves; and Mr。 Woodwell's address on
  the uncertainty of life involved considerations of conduct on
  earth that bore with singular directness upon Havill's
  unprincipled manoeuvre for victory in the castle competition。
  He wished he had not been so inadvertent as to take his
  customary chair in the chapel。  People who saw Havill's
  agitation did not know that it was most largely owing to his
  sense of the fraud which had been practised on the unoffending
  Somerset; and when; unable longer to endure the torture of
  Woodwell's words; he rose from his place and went into the
  chapel vestry; the preacher little thought that remorse for a
  contemptibly unfair act; rather than grief for a dead wife;
  was the cause of the architect's withdrawal。
  When Havill got into the open air his morbid excitement calmed
  down; but a sickening self…abhorrence for the proceeding
  instigated by Dare did not abate。  To appropriate another
  man's design was no more nor less than to embezzle his money
  or steal his goods。  The intense reaction from his conduct of
  the past two or three months did not leave him when he reached
  his own house and observed where the handbills of the
  countermanded sale had been torn down; as the result of the
  payment made in advance by Paula of money which should really
  have been Somerset's。
  The mood went on intensifying when he was in bed。  He lay
  awake till the clock reached those still; small; ghastly hours
  when the vital fires burn at their lowest in the human frame;
  and death seizes more of his victims than in any other of the
  twenty…four。  Havill could bear it no longer; he got a light;
  went down into his office and wrote the note subjoined。
  'MADAM;The recent death of my wife necessitates a
  considerable change in my professional arrangements and plans
  with regard to the future。  One of the chief results of the
  change is; I regret to state; that I no longer find myself in
  a position to carry out the enlargement of the castle which
  you had so generously entrusted to my hands。
  'I beg leave therefore to resign all further connection with
  the same; and to express; if you will allow me; a hope that
  the commission may be placed in the hands of the other
  competitor。  Herewith is returned a cheque for one…half of the
  sum so kindly advanced in anticipation of the commission I
  should receive; the other half; with which I had cleared off
  my immediate embarrassments before perceiving the necessity
  for this course; shall be returned to you as soon as some
  payments from other clients drop in。I beg to remain; Madam;
  your obedient servant;             JAMES HAVILL。'
  Havill would not trust himself till the morning to post this
  letter。  He sealed it up; went out with it into the street;
  and walked through the sleeping town to the post…office。  At
  the mouth of the box he held the letter long。  By dropping it;
  he was dropping at least two thousand five hundred pounds
  which; however obtained; were now securely his。  It was a
  great deal to let go; and there he stood till another wave of
  conscience bore in upon his soul the absolute nature of the
  theft; and made him shudder。  The footsteps of a solitary
  policeman could be heard nearing him along the deserted
  street; hesitation ended; and he let the letter go。
  When he awoke in the morning he thought over the circumstances
  by the cheerful light of a low eastern sun。  The horrors of
  the situation seemed much less formidable; yet it cannot be
  said that he actually regretted his act。  Later on he walked
  out; with the strange sense of being a man who; from one
  having a large professional undertaking in hand; had; by his
  own act; suddenly reduced himself to an unoccupied
  nondescript。  From the upper end of the town he saw in the
  distance the grand grey towers of Stancy Castle looming over
  the leafless trees; he felt stupefied at what he had done; and
  said to himself with bitter discontent:  'Well; well; what is
  more contemptible than a half…hearted rogue!'
  That morning the post…bag had been brought to Paula and Mrs。
  Goodman in the usual way; and Miss Power read the letter。  His
  resignation was a surprise; the question whether he would or
  would not repay the money was passed over; the necessity of
  installing Somerset after all as sole architect was an
  agitation; or emotion; the precise nature of which it is
  impossible to accurately define。
  However; she went about the house after breakfast with very
  much the manner of one who had had a weight removed either
  from her heart or from her conscience; moreover; her face was
  a little flushed when; in passing by Somerset's late studio;
  she saw the plans bearing his motto; and knew that his and not
  Havill's would be the presiding presence in the coming
  architectural turmoil。  She went on further; and called to
  Charlotte; who was now regularly sleeping in the castle; to
  accompany her; and together they ascended to the telegraph…
  room in the donjon tower。
  'Whom are you going to telegraph to?' said Miss De Stancy when
  they stood by the instrument。
  'My architect。'
  'OMr。 Havill。'
  'Mr。 Somerset。'
  Miss De Stancy had schooled her emotions on that side cruelly
  well; and she asked calmly; 'What; have you chosen him after
  all?'
  'There is no choice in itread that;' said Paula; handing
  Havill's letter; as if she felt that Providence had stepped in
  to shape ends that she was too undecided or unpractised to
  shape for herself。
  'It is very strange;' murmured Charlotte; while Paula applied
  herself to the machine and despatched the words:
  'Miss Power; Stancy Castle; to G。 Somerset; Esq。; F。S。A。;
  F。R。I。B。A。; Queen Anne's Chambers; St。 James's。
  'Your design is accepted in its entirety。  It will be
  necessary to begin soon。  I shall wish to see and consult you
  on the matter about the 10th instant。'
  When the message was fairly gone out of the window Paula
  seemed still further to expand。  The strange spell cast over
  her by something or otherprobably the presence of De Stancy;
  and the weird romanticism of his manner towards her; which was
  as if the historic past had touched her with a yet living
  handin a great measure became dissipated; leaving her the
  arch and serene maiden that she had been before。
  About this time Captain De Stancy and his Achates were
  approaching the castle; and had arrived about fifty paces from
  the spot at which it was Dare's custom to drop behind his
  companion; in order that their appearance at the lodge should
  be that of master and man。
  Dare was saying; as he had said before: 'I can't help
  fancying; captain; that your approach to this castle and its
  mistress is by a very tedious system。 Your trenches; zigzags;
  counterscarps; and ravelins may be all very well; and a very
  sure system of attack in the long run; but upon my soul they
  are almost as slow in maturing as those of Uncle Toby himself。
  For my part I should be inclined to try an assault。'
  'Don't pretend to give advice; Willy; on matters beyond your
  years。'
  'I only meant it for your good; and your proper advancement in
  the world;' said Dare in wounded tones。
  'Different characters; different systems;' returned the
  soldier。  'This lady is of a reticent; independent;
  complicated disposition; and any sudden proceeding would put
  her on her mettle。  You don't dream what my impatience is; my
  boy。  It is a thing transcending your utmost conceptions!  But
  I proceed slowly; I know better than to do otherwise。  Thank
  God there is plenty of time。  As long as there is no risk of
  Somerset's return my situation is sure。'
  'And professional etiquette will prevent him coming yet。
  Havill and he will change like the men in a sentry…box; when
  Havill walks out; he'll walk in; and not a moment before。'
  'That will not be till eig