第 15 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2022-06-15 11:12      字数:9321
  now heedless of common propriety in not accompanying to the side his departing guest? Did indisposition forbid? Indisposition had not forbidden more irksome exertion that day。 His last equivocal demeanour recurred。 He had risen to his feet; grasped his guest's hand; motioned toward his hat; then; in an instant; all was eclipsed in sinister muteness and gloom。 Did this imply one brief; repentant relenting at the final moment; from some iniquitous plot; followed by remorseless return to it? His last glance seemed to express a calamitous; yet acquiescent farewell to Captain Delano for ever。 Why decline the invitation to visit the sealer that evening? Or was the Spaniard less hardened than the Jew; who refrained not from supping at the board of him whom the same night he meant to betray? What imported all those day…long enigmas and contradictions; except they were intended to mystify; preliminary to some stealthy blow? Atufal; the pretended rebel; but punctual shadow; that moment lurked by the threshold without。 He seemed a sentry; and more。 Who; by his own confession; had stationed him there? Was the Negro now lying in wait?     The Spaniard behind… his creature before: to rush from darkness to light was the involuntary choice。     The next moment; with clenched jaw and hand; he passed Atufal; and stood unarmed in the light。 As he saw his trim ship lying peacefully at her anchor; and almost within ordinary call; as he saw his household boat; with familiar faces in it; patiently rising and falling on the short waves by the San Dominick's side; and then; glancing about the decks where he stood; saw the oakum…pickers still gravely plying their fingers; and heard the low; buzzing whistle and industrious hum of the hatchet…polishers; still bestirring themselves over their endless occupation; and more than all; as he saw the benign aspect of Nature; taking her innocent repose in the evening; the screened sun in the quiet camp of the west shining out like the mild light from Abraham's tent; as his charmed eye and ear took in all these; with the chained figure of the black; the clenched jaw and hand relaxed。 Once again he smiled at the phantoms which had mocked him; and felt something like a tinge of remorse; that; by indulging them even for a moment; he should; by implication; have betrayed an almost atheistic doubt of the ever…watchful Providence above。     There was a few minutes' delay; while; in obedience to his orders; the boat was being hooked along to the gangway。 During this interval; a sort of saddened satisfaction stole over Captain Delano; at thinking of the kindly offices he had that day discharged for a stranger。 Ah; thought he; after good actions one's conscience is never ungrateful; however much so the benefited party may be。     Presently; his foot; in the first act of descent into the boat; pressed the first round of the side…ladder; his face presented inward upon the deck。 In the same moment; he heard his name courteously sounded; and; to his pleased surprise; saw Don Benito advancing… an unwonted energy in his air; as if; at the last moment; intent upon making amends for his recent discourtesy。 With instinctive good feeling; Captain Delano; revoking his foot; turned and reciprocally advanced。 As he did so; the Spaniard's nervous eagerness increased; but his vital energy failed; so that; the better to support him; the servant; placing his master's hand on his naked shoulder; and gently holding it there; formed himself into a sort of crutch。     When the two captains met; the Spaniard again fervently took the hand of the American; at the same time casting an earnest glance into his eyes; but; as before; too much overcome to speak。     I have done him wrong; self…reproachfully thought Captain Delano; his apparent coldness has deceived me; in no instance has he meant to offend。     Meantime; as if fearful that the continuance of the scene might too much unstring his master; the servant seemed anxious to terminate it。 And so; still presenting himself as a crutch; and walking between the two captains; he advanced with them toward the gangway; while still; as if full of kindly contrition; Don Benito would not let go the hand of Captain Delano; but retained it in his; across the black's body。     Soon they were standing by the side; looking over into the boat; whose crew turned up their curious eyes。 Waiting a moment for the Spaniard to relinquish his hold; the now embarrassed Captain Delano lifted his foot; to overstep the threshold of the open gangway; but still Don Benito would not let go his hand。 And yet; with an agitated tone; he said; 〃I can go no further; here I must bid you adieu。 Adieu; my dear; dear Don Amasa。 Go… go!〃 suddenly tearing his hand loose; 〃go; and God guard you better than me; my best friend。〃     Not unaffected; Captain Delano would now have lingered; but catching the meekly admonitory eye of the servant; with a hasty farewell he descended into his boat; followed by the continual adieus of Don Benito; standing rooted in the gangway。     Seating himself in the stern; Captain Delano; making a last salute; ordered the boat shoved off。 The crew had their oars on end。 The bowsman pushed the boat a sufficient distance for the oars to be lengthwise dropped。 The instant that was done; Don Benito sprang over the bulwarks; falling at the feet of Captain Delano; at the same time; calling towards his ship; but in tones so frenzied; that none in the boat could understand him。 But; as if not equally obtuse; three Spanish sailors; from three different and distant parts of the ship; splashed into the sea; swimming after their captain; as if intent upon his rescue。     The dismayed officer of the boat eagerly asked what this meant。 To which; Captain Delano; turning a disdainful smile upon the unaccountable Benito Cereno; answered that; for his part; he neither knew nor cared; but it seemed as if the Spaniard had taken it into his head to produce the impression among his people that the boat wanted to kidnap him。 〃Or else… give way for your lives;〃 he wildly added; starting at a clattering hubbub in the ship; above which rang the tocsin of the hatchet…polishers; and seizing Don Benito by the throat he added; 〃this plotting pirate means murder!〃 Here; in apparent verification of the words; the servant; a dagger in his hand; was seen on the rail overhead; poised; in the act of leaping; as if with desperate fidelity to befriend his master to the last; while; seemingly to aid the black; the three Spanish sailors were trying to clamber into the hampered bow。 Meantime; the whole host of Negroes; as if inflamed at the sight of their jeopardized captain; impended in one sooty avalanche over the bulwarks。     All this; with what preceded; and what followed; occurred with such involutions of rapidity; that past; present; and future seemed one。     Seeing the Negro coming; Captain Delano had flung the Spaniard aside; almost in the very act of clutching him; and; by the unconscious recoil; shifting his place; with arms thrown up; so promptly grappled the servant in his descent; that with dagger presented at Captain Delano's heart; the black seemed of purpose to have leaped there as to his mark。 But the weapon was wrenched away; and the assailant dashed down into the bottom of the boat; which now; with disentangled oars; began to speed through the sea。     At this juncture; the left hand of Captain Delano; on one side; again clutched the half…reclined Don Benito; heedless that he was in a speechless faint; while his right foot; on the other side; ground the prostrate Negro; and his right arm pressed for added speed on the after oar; his eye bent forward; encouraging his men to their utmost。     But here; the officer of the boat; who had at last succeeded in beating off the towing Spanish sailors; and was now; with face turned aft; assisting the bowsman at his oar; suddenly called to Captain Delano; to see what the black was about; while a Portuguese oarsman shouted to him to give heed to what the Spaniard was saying。     Glancing down at his feet; Captain Delano saw the freed hand of the servant aiming with a second dagger… a small one; before concealed in his wool… with this he was snakishly writhing up from the boat's bottom; at the heart of his master; his countenance lividly vindictive; expressing the centred purpose of his soul; while the Spaniard; half…choked; was vainly shrinking away; with husky words; incoherent to all but the Portuguese。     That moment; across the long benighted mind of Captain Delano; a flash of revelation swept; illuminating in unanticipated clearness Benito Cereno's whole mysterious demeanour; with every enigmatic event of the day; as well as the entire past voyage of the San Dominick。 He smote Babo's hand down; but his own heart smote him harder。 With infinite pity he withdrew his hold from Don Benito。 Not Captain Delano; but Don Benito; the black; in leaping into the boat; had intended to stab。     Both the black's hands were held; as; glancing up toward the San Dominick; Captain Delano; now with the scales dropped from his eyes; saw the Negroes; not in misrule; not in tumult; not as if frantically concerned for Don Benito; but with mask tom away; flourishing hatchets and knives; in ferocious piratical revolt。